My tummy aches
having turnt me an old man
are the first to go
gray
go gray yourself i say
to these tummy aches
they say nice to meet u
old sack of bones
what’s with
the love emanating from your
poor posture and distraction
what’s with all the overthinking
and discarded love
what’s with the comrades
you could’ve parented with
what’s with the gender prison
what’s with the addiction
to solitary stasis
what’s with the stomach churning fear
of revolution
of rebellion
of germs
of entropy
of unmarked roads
and closed eyes
what’s with the demons
in there
have you
layed with them
have you tried
being tender
enough to dissolve
between the matter of eyelids
or whatever it is called
when light
nestles within
itself
what an ink stain is called
watercolor the undigested words
what to do with all the dreams
all the come
the animus
the fears of being
inside out
I will lie with the demons this year
ReplyDeletewhat IS with those comrades?
ReplyDeleteand the matter of eyelids <3